I have some random thoughts about the concept of a call.
Missionaries use that word, but I think everyone has a calling to one thing or another: you were created for good works that God planned for you before the beginning of time. An example of this is our kids' teachers- both having taught school for several decades. Sure, sometimes they may not have wanted to do that, but it was in them to do it, and they were faithful to keep doing it.
I KNOW beyond a shadow of a doubt that we were called to go to Mongolia. I know that we were supposed to give it all away, say tearful, heart wrenching goodbyes and hop on a plane with our baby and go. I know it from the depths of my soul.
I know that God wanted the people of Sukhbaatar to hear about Jesus' saving grace and His death and resurrection that saves all people from the world of sin and themselves. Even if we played support roles in that initially, God wanted us there. That is all there is to it. God didn't need us to go to Mongolia, He could have made the rocks cry out in perfect Mongolian the message of grace and love.
The reason why I feel that I must shout it from the rooftops is because we are here now. After five short years obviously He has brought us home for now. Several conversations that I have had people make reference to the fact, that obviously we were mistaken and that we were not called to go because if we were, we wouldn't be here now. And now in my blog world I must tell you, my friends, that that is just untrue and wrong.
Just because things are difficult doesn't mean that God is not in it. I am venting a bit of pent up emotion- it is just untrue that if there is trouble or heartache that God isn't in it.
Look at Noah, Moses, and Jesus himself. Jesus' cry to the Lord when He knows he is going to die a horrible death, "if it is possible to take this cup from me," is such a comfort. He knew discomfort was coming. He was human, He didn't want to die. Even Jesus in such a time asked to not have to die. "but your will be done." He was willing to be lead and obey even in death.
All this to say is that I know that God has us on a road, I don't know where it is leading but He has us moving through, as aliens and strangers on this earth. I hope and pray we are obedient to follow when it is clear God wants us to go.
7 comments:
i know that you guys were called to go to Mongolia. and i know that right now you're called to care for your daughter. just because you are here in the states providing therapy for sierra does not dismiss or disprove the calling you had on your life nearly 6 years ago.
The great thing is that God is ever present. Our callings of yesterday belong to yesterday and the calling of today is right where you are, and God is waiting to reveal the calling on your future. Back to Mongolia? Perhaps. Teaching in the states? Maybe. Backpacking Europe with your sister one day? Let's hope! ♥
that last part sounds great! How about next week. Are you busy?! ;)
I totally believe you were called to Mongolia. He called and you followed Christ. Each step you all took was and is the "calling". There is no mistake of you leaving and saying the hard good-byes for the sake of the gospel. To share the love of God to the Mongolians. The seeds have been planted and watered and the Lord is growing His church in His way and His time.
I also think it was a divine calling to come back for Peter's Grandpa's funeral. He had to bring you back because you continue to follow Him. You are still following and serving Him. Our Heavenly Father loved you all so much and He knew that Sierra needed to be here to learn to talk. He brought you back because He knows your future and holds all of you in His care. Will you go back? I have no idea but I know you will continue to listen and obey. Will He keep you here? I don't know but I do know that He if faithful and He will give you the answer at just the perfect time.
Sorry, this is so long but it's from the heart.
Love you so much!
And we know that God causes all things to work together fot good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose.
I am amazed at God's provision and timing for each of us. Becca,you are here because it is God's Will. If it was not, you wouldn't be in this place. Your years in Mongolia were where He wanted you then and you were called. And you were willing to sacrifice to be obedient to Him.
It may be His will for you to sacrifice again and once again return there for more service in His name. No one can know what will happen--only God. He alone knows the plans He has for you. But they are plans for hope and a future. And for Sierra's hope and future too!
I think God is in it all the way!
I think when things are difficult, we have no choice but to go to Him and enjoy greater fellowship and comfort in Him.
I am sure God is leading you, you just have to keep your eyes on the pillar of cloud by day and the fire by night...and follow.
I love you each one! Kerri
"But they are plans for hope and a future" that is such an encouraging verse! Thanks for reminding me of it.
I totally agree with Kerri! Great encouragement!
Yep, and keep venting, it's all part of the journey of celebrating, enduring, grieving, letting go--moving on, and being open to the next thing when God's timing is right. Miss ya!
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